what really makes me completely hopeless in this whole situation
is that i have literally no support.
no friends or family that understand
i’ve thought about this so hard and,
i’m certain that everyone would be better
if i wasn’t here.
i feel like i’m just
plaguing everyone around me
with my sadness.
she told me that
the way i’m so negative
is what pushed her away.
if that’s how you feel from just talking to me,
can you imagine
how i feel inside?